I was reviewing some of my older posts. I found one here where I took this personality test. For grins I took it again and while I found the original very interesting I found the changes to be equally interesting.
Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low
URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html
On a late day in September 2010 my life changed forever. Now its time to pick up the pieces and see where the road leads from here.
17 September 2007
Time & Motivation
Never enough time to do the things I want to do. When there is time there is no motivation. Motivation is one of my biggest hangups. There is so much that I want to do, but just cannot find the motivation to do. It is getting better with the start of the new medicatons. It stillis not where I want it. Maybe my motivation will never be 100% but it could still stand some improving.
Then there is my scatter brain syndrome. When I do find some bit of motivation I start work but cannot keep on task long enough to complete one thing. Take this journal entry I think I have done 3 or 4 things other then write just because I thought of them.
Well that is all for today, my goal is to really try to write at least once a week. To say something, about anything but say it often (grin). Quite possibly those of you who read these words will say that most of my posts are a little something about nothing. Well that may be the case. I know I am doing well to post once a month, so that is why I am setting my goal higher then that.
Then there is my scatter brain syndrome. When I do find some bit of motivation I start work but cannot keep on task long enough to complete one thing. Take this journal entry I think I have done 3 or 4 things other then write just because I thought of them.
Well that is all for today, my goal is to really try to write at least once a week. To say something, about anything but say it often (grin). Quite possibly those of you who read these words will say that most of my posts are a little something about nothing. Well that may be the case. I know I am doing well to post once a month, so that is why I am setting my goal higher then that.
13 August 2007
Been a while
Wow, its been a while since I have written. What has happened in the time frame. So much it is hard to even put into words. Life has been very interesting to say the least. Maybe I will go through and touch on the highlights in future posts, but for now suffice it to say I am back. My situation in general has not changed. I have been off meds for about a year now. I see a doctor this afternoon so we shall see where that goes.
Life off meds has been extremely difficult. I struggle daily with simple motivation to do much of anything. Probably the main reason why I have neglected this blog for so long. Rather then fight through the pain and actually get something accomplished I have found that I more often just fall back into the easy do nothing attitude.
I am working on a new website, and I really need to focus on that. It is extremely difficult and my thoughts seem to jumble every time I try and focus. What should take me a matter o minutes ends up taking hours. Dealing with this beast of a computer has not helped either. The biggest problem I seem to be having is focusing. I am trying to do 4 or 5 things at once and not accomplishing much of anything.
Oh well before this entry becomes a hodge podge of disjointed ideas I will close this out for now. Hopefully I will work at this one day at a time and maybe with a little grace of God be able to get more of this fleshed out a little.
Life off meds has been extremely difficult. I struggle daily with simple motivation to do much of anything. Probably the main reason why I have neglected this blog for so long. Rather then fight through the pain and actually get something accomplished I have found that I more often just fall back into the easy do nothing attitude.
I am working on a new website, and I really need to focus on that. It is extremely difficult and my thoughts seem to jumble every time I try and focus. What should take me a matter o minutes ends up taking hours. Dealing with this beast of a computer has not helped either. The biggest problem I seem to be having is focusing. I am trying to do 4 or 5 things at once and not accomplishing much of anything.
Oh well before this entry becomes a hodge podge of disjointed ideas I will close this out for now. Hopefully I will work at this one day at a time and maybe with a little grace of God be able to get more of this fleshed out a little.
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