Wow, its been a while since I have written. What has happened in the time frame. So much it is hard to even put into words. Life has been very interesting to say the least. Maybe I will go through and touch on the highlights in future posts, but for now suffice it to say I am back. My situation in general has not changed. I have been off meds for about a year now. I see a doctor this afternoon so we shall see where that goes.
Life off meds has been extremely difficult. I struggle daily with simple motivation to do much of anything. Probably the main reason why I have neglected this blog for so long. Rather then fight through the pain and actually get something accomplished I have found that I more often just fall back into the easy do nothing attitude.
I am working on a new website, and I really need to focus on that. It is extremely difficult and my thoughts seem to jumble every time I try and focus. What should take me a matter o minutes ends up taking hours. Dealing with this beast of a computer has not helped either. The biggest problem I seem to be having is focusing. I am trying to do 4 or 5 things at once and not accomplishing much of anything.
Oh well before this entry becomes a hodge podge of disjointed ideas I will close this out for now. Hopefully I will work at this one day at a time and maybe with a little grace of God be able to get more of this fleshed out a little.